Lindsay Hubbard has a particularly unpleasant case of buyer’s grief.
The 37-year-old bride purchased three clothes for her wedding, only to have Radke cancel them three times before their wedding day.
“I had one, and I realized I had buyer’s remorse after purchasing it, but I got it from a sample sale so I couldn’t return it. Therefore I purchased the one you saw on television. Finally I got a second clothing for the afterparty,” Lindsay, told in an interview published on Friday, May 31. “They’re sitting in my bedroom. I’m going to buy one and give one away. That’s the little response.”
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It’s been almost a month since Carl, 39, called off their relationship, and Lindsay feels like she dodged a “massive shot” no marrying her companies.
“I actually really feeling thankful that the world, or God, or whatever higher being you believe in, stepped in and saved me from a truly long, hard, rough living ahead,” Lindsay admitted. I think I learned a lot about what I’m not going to accomplish in my future, especially in my intimate life, because of that.
During an appearance on in March, Radke said there were “foundational items that were not firm” in their marriage. Lindsay claimed during their on-screen divorce on Summer House that Carl’s decision was made. However, she acknowledged to Glamour that she didn’t see any “red flags” in their romance until their uncoupling.
“I was so in it, and I’m like a fighter,” she explained. “I will never leave until I can look in the mirror and know that I have done everything in my power to make something work, and we weren’t there.”
After their separation, Lindsay and her co-star Gabby Prescod discussed the issues she was “ignoring” in her relation “out of like.”
With the benefit of hindsight, Hubbard admits she was chasing a “fairytale”, explaining, “I’m not going to pretend like there wasn’t an element to that. In my mind, it’s like, ‘Oh my God. I fell in love with my best friend, and then I get to married my best friend. What a tale come real.’ But that probably made me more aware of all these red flags that I wasn’t able to see or be willing to ignore.
Carl is also one, but Lindsay has made a change. She kept the personality of the unknown man a secret, but she later revealed that he “lives and works” in New York City.
As for the next season of Summer House, Lindsay isn’t concerned about filming with Carl, adding, “I’ve completely moved on in my life and I have so much to focus on in my future.”